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Raking the Leaves

Posted in <3 with tags , on September 25, 2010 by toresimonsen

The book I ordered finally arrived: Leaves of Hypnos by Rene Char. The book has been out of print in the US for quite some time and I had to find a used copy online. I was very fortunate to get a copy for a very good price and it is in good condition. It only cost $10.

I read it on the same day it arrived, but plan to read it again. It drips with pain and love.

Consider the following passages. Rene Char writes, “All the massed fragrance of these flowers to pacify the night that falls upon our tears.”

Have you had such a night? Even my night, could not compare to his.

Char lights the way by saying, “In the depths of our darkness there is no one place for Beauty. The whole place is for Beauty.”

It was exactly the book I needed.

Einstein’s Pachabel

Posted in <3, Dollhouse and media, Dollhouse and music with tags , , , , , , , , on September 6, 2010 by toresimonsen

A small video montage I threw together a long time ago, which is still on the main website I set up. The music is by Einstein and is downloadable on Stone Oakvalley’s Sid collection.

The rest of my videos can be viewed on my youtube channel.

On the subject of badges…

Posted in <3 on September 5, 2010 by toresimonsen

Here’s my “pro” comic-con pass.

And my registration…

Joss Whedon Autographed Unofficial Script from Comic-con

Posted in <3, Save Dollhouse, Saving Dollhouse with tags , , , , , on August 7, 2010 by toresimonsen

Here is a photograph of the Joss Whedon autographed unofficial 4th script. The scripts were written by me for Eliza Dushku.

I’m sorry Eliza Dushku

Posted in <3 with tags , on July 26, 2010 by toresimonsen

I’m so sorry… I love you more than anything. I don’t know what to do or say to prove this to you and if I want to spend my life with you. You are my greatest love and inspiration. I want to treat you right. If I kept you waiting, I never meant to keep you waiting. I tried today at least to show you how painful the wait has been for me. I’ve wanted to be with you in the worst way. I want to marry you asap. I’m sorry if I don’t understand how to get this done. I want a real relationship with you and I wrote those scripts as a gift to return to you something you gave me. Can we please get married? I’ve gone through all of this to try to marry you. I can’t tell you how much you mean to me. I don’t want to play games, I just want to share my life with you. My tears for you have been real. I love you. You are the most important thing to me. I’d love to see you. Can we please get married? I want to spend my life with you.

Every day while I was undergoing mistreatment

Posted in <3, Dollhouse and Mental Health Issues with tags on July 25, 2010 by toresimonsen

I painted pictures of the pool of Narcissus with your initials in it. EPD.

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Posted in <3 on July 13, 2010 by toresimonsen

Recently, my mother received a phone call from someone claiming to be an attorney on behalf of Eliza Dushku. I tried following up with Richard Vetstein, but he claims not to be the attorney in question. As I have dealt with many imposters on this blog, I take a very skeptical approach to things. This is not the first time my mother has been caught in the middle of things as I registered my scripts using her phone number. She is currently changing her phone number- an unfortunate but necessary step.

I have attempted to redirect people to my contact information as much as possible. I have left contact information for my Facebook and email. This is the only way people can reach me.

I am at a loss as to how else to proceed as it would seem to me the easiest thing would be for Eliza Dushku to contact me if she chooses to.