Archive for July, 2010


Posted in Uncategorized on July 29, 2010 by toresimonsen

Left Salt Lake City and I am currently in Nevada so things have clearly taken a turn for the worse.

I’ve been digging around through some of my older stuff which was packed in boxes. I came across this, which I must have written about a year ago.

Playlist and notes.

I also found an old email I sent to my mother (I’ve redacted her email address after the episode with the phone.)

Email to mom.

I also took a quick snapshot of some emails I sent, to give you a small sense of what transpired.

Sent emails.

Many of the artwork and signatures were lost at Comic-con. I had a Nike bag with a just do it logo on it. It contained signatures for saving Dollhouse, my paintings for Eliza Dushku, medical bills, and tickets. I left Comic-con so quickly, I could not pick it up. There was also the matter of reverse A.

In any event, here is the post-Comicon picture:


I did not go to Vegas.

Comicon is wrapping up & I’m flying home.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 26, 2010 by toresimonsen

Looks like my next stop might be in the West, probably Nevada.

I’m sorry Eliza Dushku

Posted in <3 with tags , on July 26, 2010 by toresimonsen

I’m so sorry… I love you more than anything. I don’t know what to do or say to prove this to you and if I want to spend my life with you. You are my greatest love and inspiration. I want to treat you right. If I kept you waiting, I never meant to keep you waiting. I tried today at least to show you how painful the wait has been for me. I’ve wanted to be with you in the worst way. I want to marry you asap. I’m sorry if I don’t understand how to get this done. I want a real relationship with you and I wrote those scripts as a gift to return to you something you gave me. Can we please get married? I’ve gone through all of this to try to marry you. I can’t tell you how much you mean to me. I don’t want to play games, I just want to share my life with you. My tears for you have been real. I love you. You are the most important thing to me. I’d love to see you. Can we please get married? I want to spend my life with you.


Posted in Uncategorized on July 25, 2010 by toresimonsen

Every day ends, where it begins, until we get this done. You know where I’ll be now.

Reverse A Not A. I have to lose this race. It’s not B either. It’s not anyone its only reverse A.

Water falls on Sun Day. Just like the day began. I’ll take my time. Please run.

Once more with feeling…

Posted in Uncategorized on July 25, 2010 by toresimonsen

There is so much I want to say to you and haven’t been able to say to you. I wish you could hear me. Let me try again. You are everything to me. I love you madly. You are the inspiration behind my every word. You have changed my life in ways you do not even know. You are the living expression of my every wish. Nothing in the world compares to you. I want to spend my life with you. I don’t want to live without you. Every day I wake up, I love you more. My greatest fear is that we will never meet and that I will never get a chance to say any of this to you. Losing you would be the worst thing that ever happened to me. To be without your love, I’d wander the earth damned. Your ghosted image would haunt me forever. I would rather die. Should you die, I die with you, only I’ll be buried alive.

Nothing happening @ Comicon.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 25, 2010 by toresimonsen

My real goal is to marry you Eliza Dushku. I’m still waiting.

I’m going to library for lunch. I’m still waiting to hear from you but I need something to eat and a quieter environment. This is last day anyway. You can email me or tweet me too. Sorry waited over 2 hours, but I need a break.

I am outside of GATE A @ COMICON.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 25, 2010 by toresimonsen

I will go inside, but I don’t know if you have a ticket. I am not leaving. I know you will be here. You do not have to find me. Only outside of gate A is gate A (and the outside of gate A is Gate a too). It’s 10:15. Sorry. See me!!! I am still here. I put out a sign so you can find me more easily.